The blood which runs through to my veins is cold like ice.
In the minute my heart beats twice.
The skin which is stretched all over me is pale and blue.
My black hair moves in the cold water, which fully surrounds me.
The whole body in which I contained in feels totally numb.
I move my head up and look over me.
I swim to the crystal clear ice surface which keeps me in my prison.
The lake is my prison, my beautiful cold prison.
Through the crystal clear ice I see the sun which shines settled.
I let me sink down to the ground.
I close my eyes and fall asleep for hours.
As I awake I see the moon.
The moonlight set the ice and water into a glittery light.
The light turns me into a mood which I can’t describe.
Suddenly the ground moves like in a little earthquake.
Oxygen streams from the ground up to the ice.
I swim up and change the air in my lungs.
The exhausted air is changed to fresh (air).
My life is monotone, but how can I escape.
Escape from my prison.
I feel depressive.
I sink to the ground and fall asleep.
I hope is a deep sleep.