Iíve lost so many.
Iíve lost nearly everything that I know.
But Iíve lost everything that I really loved.
Thatís hurting me.
Pain. So much pain.
I just donít know what to do.
Should I cry, scream or take revenge?
At present I cry and scream.
Try to free all this pain inside.
I think Iíve enough cried.
Itís time for revenge.
But there is no one who had deserved that bloody revenge.
So I need another way to free the pain inside.
The death has taken away all my pride.
Iím not able to kill the death.
(Iím not sure that anyone is able to kill the death.)
I cry. (and)
I want to die.
The signs I try to read.
All the time I bleed.
I lay down and
I Sleep till the death